Friday, October 30th, 2009
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11:42 am
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i've got to find the better way!
...just not today
current music: dum shit on the radio
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1:47 am - the night it is warm
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DAY. awkward is my breakfast meal. young nurse girls who utilize the phrase "whatevs" cause me to space out. tiny tots in dressup garb are ripe for the picking.
mmm..little witch...who let you walk home alone! for real.
current mood: not tippy enough
current music: delta spirit people turn around
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Friday, October 2nd, 2009
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12:22 am
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motherfucking Tooth Ache from hades...out of Nowhereeee
ET-style ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuchhh :*(
chewing baby apirin & swilling liquorings illicted about three solid minutes of relief...goddamn. must try harder...
i wish for pain medicines to begin falling from the skytops now
current mood: ouch :*(
current music: big star
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Friday, September 18th, 2009
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1:59 pm - does you cat make too much noise?!
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i don't know...the answer
it's cowboy roumdup out there :*(
i'm late for wherever i've got to be...like always
i need to buy computer duster...this keyboard is absurd! ...which just makes me think of poor old sunshiny allison...ohh, intervention
know-nothin-nonsense
christ i'm late
i should go...but i'm going to sit here & watch this silly internet clip 30 times in a row instead & laugh every time
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47D9-U8hn5I&feature=player_embedded
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Thursday, August 27th, 2009
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3:29 pm
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money matters are making me excessively cranky & nnap..appp.ppathetic
i do not particularly care for it
no one wants anything to be easy
they never do
buncha d-bags
current mood:  tired
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Thursday, August 20th, 2009
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5:14 pm
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ohhh, fine. i am feeling disenchanted with existing : ) the lady at the court house was a real upleasant kinda lady so i just acted like i didn't understand a word she was saying & she got all annoyed & that kind of made me feel better about hating her. then my poor sad cancer car died in the middle of traffickkk. well--he didn't so much die as he sputtered & refused--REFUSED--to continue on. it was still makin noises & goin & stuff it just wouldn't drrrive. it caused me to utilize a variety of curse words in a repeated fashion. moslty "fuck" & "swell"
i don't want to go back to werkinz & finish the UPS but i will...& then...pools of despair! for certain. poooooor cancercar. i giveup too
current mood: fjdfjkdf
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Sunday, August 16th, 2009
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8:37 pm - foodfail
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i tried to feed myself tonight & wound up buying a five dollar bottle of grapefruit juice instead...i don't really prefur grapefruit juice...just in theory (sour...fruit...juice...should = delicious!) but it appeared so refreshing on the supermarket shelf tha i could not resist. i figured i'd force myself to enjoy it...or toss in a bunch of vodka & confuse myself into enjoying it. time to attempt the latter. dinner cheers
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Tuesday, August 11th, 2009
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2:00 am - skyessplode
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1:44 am
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my cars death rattle breaks my heart more than a little bit.
stupid cunt bitches from the city hall court house agitate me in the depths of my soul...more than a little bit. i still have to go deal with them at some point...maybe tomorrow...but i have my doubts.
aly tried to cheer me up by taking me to donate blood but my blood pressure was too high at the time (yeeeaaahhh it does that) & she was too iron-deficiant so we were both rejected : ) it was kind of cute really...in a sick,sad, pathetic sort of way : ) i was always told that i had really pretty blood as a child. that's fucked up & creepy to me in my older years but i think i will be secretly dissapoitned if no one mentions it. i'll be all sadly looking to the strange phlembot who pulls my card... "don't you think my blood is pretty? : ( " stupid creepy childhood experiences molding me into the stupid creep that i am today. oh,ho
current mood: frenzied
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Thursday, July 30th, 2009
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10:18 pm
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bullshit fucking nightmares >:(
bullshit fucking nap.
all those horrible picturetimey thoughts crammed into less than an hour
dizzzy
i'm still super tired..but i'm not goin' backin there...not just yet
current mood: dream vomit
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Sunday, June 21st, 2009
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11:40 am
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Monday, June 15th, 2009
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10:37 am
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soup would make it allll better
ohh, soup
my phone & internet browser indicate that i made travel plans in the night!
this causes me to snicker
ohh, travel plans
current music: jeff tweedy - airline to heaven
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Tuesday, June 2nd, 2009
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2:02 pm - tinygiant
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so i discovered this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDYPUYwGH2A&feature=related
& my whole day got made.
he's a motivational jesuschrist singer/songriter that was born with no arms & deformed legs. he parades about the world hookhand-feeding his message to the kiddies & staying away from the swings
needless to say i find him eternally delightful. eternally, like jesus. or you know...satan. whatever works
anyway, i'm going to go cry myself to sleep & have nightmares for the rest of my life now.
current mood: : )
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Saturday, May 16th, 2009
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6:07 am - a pony in the river turning blue
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the police folk are convinced that my gentleman neighbor fellow is shelled up in his home with an automatic weapon--
they are crawling all about my outdoor space with their guns drawn demanding that he show himself
i must wonder what led to these events....
i did hear him arguing very early this morning with an unspecified lady friend regaurding the loaction of his hat...
several hours of "find my hat, bicth!! you find it now!! find my fucking hat!!!" "honeyyyy!! you threw it in the tree, remember!!?" followed by some very abrasive demands to "GET ON THE GROUND!! you get on the ground NOW!! keep your hands where i can see them!! keep--"
this is apparently when he retreated into his living quarters
i really have to wonder why they suspect he is with weapon
i would lament further but i must flee to be with my elderly gran-folk & endure this feverache otherwhere--
current mood:  rushed
current music: iron & wine - swans & the swimming
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Thursday, February 19th, 2009
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12:36 am - sleepytop mntn
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All answers need to start with the same letter that starts your first name:
1. What is your name? heather
2. A four-letter word: hate
3. A boy's name: henry
4. A girl's name: heathen (i'd name my girl child heathen)
5. An occupation: honest abe
6. A colour: heather
7. Something you wear: hat
8. A food: hampster
9. Something found in the bathroom: heiniken
10. A place: hates -- i'm sorry my spelling is poor - HATE EE'S -- oh right, hades
11. A reason for being late: hate!
12. Something you shout: h e l p p p
13. A movie title: heathers
14. Something you drink: hot lava
15. A musical group: hanson
16. An animal: hay-bear
17. A street name: hudson
18. A type of car: hiii brid
19. A song title: hangin out with ray
20. A verb: hurt
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Monday, February 9th, 2009
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4:43 am
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i keep having this strange dream that i'm a brilliant olympic ice skater glidin on a city-wide open rink all alone in the crisp winter night. it's peacful & no purgatory hell-demons are trying to viciously murder me & suck out my soul...so i'll take it
five whole months of the sammmmme every,time,sleepy,time,night,time,dinner,time
[nothing but the spill l l ling of useless & uncalled for signals from our preposterously huge & active brains,z,z , . .] blah, blah, blah
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Monday, February 2nd, 2009
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8:48 am
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be en thi nki in a nd d d dri nk innn all o vv err t t h e t own mu st be e e g ea r r r ing u p p f or some kind o f m e l t d d ddown
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Friday, January 9th, 2009
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3:34 pm - i sleep on my back cuz its good for the spine & coffin rehearsal
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Thursday, January 1st, 2009
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4:07 pm - he sold his soul to satan, boy will he be sad
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i woke up with the "fall of christopher robin" by current 93 playing in brain this morning for absolutely no reason at all. then i had a mimosa & slept in til four...something i haven't done since...since i can't remember when. i didn't dream about death & terror & the apocolypse...but i did dream about going to jonas brothers concert & various other popular culture bullshit...i figure them up about the same.
happy 200999
current mood:  pleased
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Thursday, December 18th, 2008
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2:16 pm
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